A Distant Diamond Sky
Saturday, November 28, 2009
It's been never-ending since it started. And I'm tired, I'm really tired to continue our war. I have sleepless nights everyday. What about you? Our problem doesn't really matter to you, does it? Or else how could you sleep so soundly, so calmly every night? Everything has changed, hasn't it? You were so contradicting. And I'm not gonna listen to your lies anymore. You've changed, to a person whom i can't trust anymore. I'm blind and i can't differentiate the truth from the lies. Or are them all lies? I would always imagine the past-our past. But does it really matter much? Cause that's the past and it cannot the our present, our future. You were only anxious when I'm not replying you. Should i just let go? Let go of us? Let go of the past? Let go of your lies? Let go of whatever you've done? Let go of our memories? Let go of the war? Let go of you? Sometimes i really wish i have never met such a person like you... Should i let the shadows of you fade, let the memories of you fad, let the picture of you fade???